A Song about a girl I have a on again/off again relationship with. It would seem when one wants to be serious the other doesnt and we've done this dance a few times. But despite all the issues, I love her to death and we continue to be good friends, this song is about how maybe all that will not matter at some point.
lyrics
I still remember the first time we kissed/which is funny cause apparently you dont remember shit/but its all good/ we started off as a fling/good friends having fun without attaching a string/but the next thing you know/ it got a little more deep/and we lying in bed/ sharing thoughts between the sheets/and every time had sex /I felt a little more love/and everytime i held you close /i needed more like a drug/but you have your own life/and me/i have mine/and when schedules conflict/its really hard to make time/but after so many tries/the pain is hard to disguise/and even though the shit hurts/ we had to say our goodbyes/but Im glad we still talk/and that were friends on the real/and if you ever need help/you know that ill be right here/dear/I cant explain/the way things start to change/but between me and you/ its always seems like the same/our hearts just outta reach/but every word that i preach/is like a brigde to the gap/so they can finally meet/and maybe one day/ when we're old and we're grey/all that trivial shit will just melt away/and we can finally say/what been on both of our minds/and let emotions define/and put our hearts on the line/so baby dont cry/I just want you to know/sometimes the hardest thing to do is just to let go
So hard....
so hard to let go....
and even though/i know that i have to be stronger/i wish that i had held you for a little bit longer/close to my heart to let me hear you breathe/like back in the day when i was still naive/and i couldnt conceive/the way hearts can deceive/and lead a man to believe/that love is only a dream/but as rough as it seems/you were there to redeem/my love/ill always love you/ so remember that please.
i couldnt conceive/the way hearts can deceive/and lead a man to believe/that love is only a dream/but as rough as it seems/you were there to redeem/my love/ill always love you/ so remember that please.x3
credits
from Lingering on Various Emotions,
released September 10, 2013
Written By: Eric Anthony Wilson
Produced by: Command Con-Soul